Lost ~

30 June 2010 , Tired ......

A lot happened since my Degree started .
Tired ......

World will not be perfect for me !!

As i am still here ......

What must i do ??
To get there ......

But the most important question is actually :

" Can i actually reach there ?? "

Or it is just my stupid , childish dream .....

Tired ... Lost ... Hesitated ...

... again ...

Need a solid reason ,
I need to have a reason to " Chiong " ,
Cause i already lost myself .

I became lazy ,
I haven done anything related to the future i desired ,

Just by giving excuse that
" Degree have a lot of works !! "

Is it true ?
Or i am already lost my reason to go on .......

I really do not want to became just a mere Graphic Designer la !!!

I want something more ......

But i am now strength-less ......

不公平 ? What the hell !!

20 June 2010 , Boiled !!!

Photomanipulating Learning

" If you have the skill to express ur idea ,
Just go for it !! "

WHY i would be categorized with those who never work hard to acquired those skill ,
I have been working like hell to actually obtained what i have today .

But ,
I can't used it ......

" Because it is not fair for those who have no experience handling computer skill . "

Nice excuse !!

Would it be fair for me ?
I will had a hard time handling wet media !!

I am from science stream ,
How the hell i would noe how to use poster color like those from art stream ??

Art is about skill ,
But ,
Design is about expression !!

This actually triggered my anger !!

Fine !!

I'll try ,
not just simply try to master the wet media !

But i'll try to overpass those who are good in handling wet media !!

不知天高地厚 !! Degree life 1st Post ......

15 June 2010 , Exhausted ......

In Degree now ,
Graphic Design and Multimedia .


An un-enjoyable journey awaits me ,
yet ,
the naive-d me still believed that i could do it ..........

Afraid ,
Scared ,
Hesitated ,
I wanted to be perfect for every works ,
Because i scared that i might choose the wrong field to study .

To proof that ,
i am doing my best now .....

The consequences for being the best ,
The envies leer u received from everyone .

" 心机重 "

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha .

Let me tell u something ,
I am a perfectionist in doing creative works ,
I come here prepared ,
so what if my 心机重 ,
I do not come to Degree to fool around and get a simple cert ,
I have a dream ,
An impossible dream ,
And
I am trying to archive it ,
Do not mess with me ,
or else ......

Who know what a desperate guy can do .......
I can be the devil , the antagonist of ur life story ......

Hahahahahahahaha !!